Mojo Rice.

I must admit I have lost abit of momentum on my blog entries. The last few weeks felt a serving of rice. Yes, the white gummy stuff that we all eat everyday and almost every other day. It's not exactly flavorful, almost impossible if you eat it by itself and it's carb rich which means it's fattening. You have rice on a plate then u have the side dishes of chicken, vege and beans. Sometimes I think, on the far side of the world, ppl actually have the order reversed, they have chicken as the main dish, vege, beans and finally and occasionally rice for a side dish. And then sometimes I wonder, which is right and which is wrong?

Rice, the one seed that we eat everyday, we chew and we swallow, but we don't really get any satisfaction out of it. When we finish the last of it, all we get is a full stomach. Well, being full is satisfying but you're not 'really' satisfied, if you get what I mean. It's........normal. So that sum's up my missing periods.......normal. But NO!. I will not tolerate a boring, dull and unadventurous life. I will not tolerate being just another someone. So goes the vigarous gym sessions, the weekly badminton plays and late nites at the pubs, discos and karaokes.

I've been occupied by so many complexities of life that sometimes I can hardly breath. I've been blurred in so many areas that at times, I can't feel myself anymore. It seems the world around me has evolved into an unfamiliar territory. Or issit me that has evolved into someone I no longer recognise.
Who is KL? The good friend? The nice guy? The caring partner? The responsible son? The outgoing guy? The weird stranger? I guess in the eyes of those I never let in, I am always under the wrong perception. Am I've given up explaning myself. I guess that's the reason I never let anyone in. I have my privacy but which privacy comes loneliness.


So I can't get peace of mind. What's the reason behind this whirlwind of thoughts? What's the reason behind all this underlying anger and frustation?

RICe.